January 2010
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today
well i woke up fully clothed and freezing on top of my bed. moved a tiny bit and thought id died. but i feel ok now. really dissapointed my girl cant get here today though, i was looking forward to giving her a big cuddle. *sigh*
but hopefully she will stay tomorrow night and we can relax more.
so the plan is to go and buy some milk and maybe treat myself to a bar of chocolate, turn on my fairy...
i always think ive done something wrong. does this mean that i have done something wrong and i just dont know what it is that ive done?
today
i woke up with 10mins before i started work so had to rush out. then i worked for three hours. i messed about and got asked questions about my sex life. i put trousers on the hangers wrong and got the giggles when i was being told off because michael and matt were making me laugh :(
i then got home and moaned with sam as we have no food in the flat.
then i watched Everton WIN! :D
then i watched...
gonna be so fucking bored tonight
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wait… when is there ever a night i’m not anyway.
fuck my age. fuck my looks. fuck bouncers. fuck not being party season. fuck winter.
fuck lizz.
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what was the best thing about 2009?
ermmmmm meeting Laura :) and everton getting to the FA cup final
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today
i went to uni to sort out the shit i got myself in. i feel a bit better bout this now
then i painted for SIX HOURS! but its finished now. looks good :)
i now want to buy a campervan and travel europe with laura. lets go?
today
i woke up a tiny bit as my beautiful girl kissed me goodbye. then i feel back to sleep and dreamt of her :)
then i made a pointless journey to uni.
then my baby came round and i gave her a panda hat id got her and she was really happy so i was happy. then we hugged alot. and she made me even happier ;)
then she went home and i painted.
then i watched brothers and sisters and cried. then i...
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are you sure? ;)
erm if this is about the sex then yes im sure. (unless its laura) wich it can be cus shes not online so go away or laura will beat you up :D
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do you want to have sex?
unless this is laura then no thanks :)
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is actually really enjoying writing :) i have a few very different ideas to go with and im experimenting with different styles.
cup of tea and fightstar keeping me company.
my night would be perfect if Laura was sat next to me <3
i think im going to change and try not to let things get on top of me (lauras allowed) but all the stress about money and uni…if i have to live on the street so be it. im sure someones sofa can be used until i get myself back on my feet. and uni, im hopefully going to get this sorted on thursday and then i can concentrate on passing with a really good mark next time. i just need to do the...
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“ ‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you—just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
what to write???
i also wish a memory brain erasure thing was real and not just in a film. that would be useful.
cups of tea are losing the ability to make me feel better. i do NOT like this.
Today was nice.
antiquerose:
Despite having to have many arguments with my teacher about the fact he was rushing me through a brand new brief, when I’d rather do it in my own time and pace it out to make it the best I can.
Also Perrie’s back, this made me very happy :) her bump’s getting so much bigger and all the scan photos are so adorable. The baby’s even sucking it’s thumb in one! Aww. Very cute. Still not...
i dont know if its just me. but i really dont understand some people :’(
never set yourself up for a fall…should be my late, new years resolution.
ive had a very bad couple of weeks. but its getting slightly better i think. hopefully i can sort out uni and decide if im staying or not on thursday when i see my tutor. also things are a little better with my girl i think. iv tired myself out helping her out with her essay…which is hard! poor baby. so im going to get a cuppa, snuggle up in bed and watch the pursuit of happiness.
