well today has been up and down. im mental. which everyone knew but i have to help myself about it now. boooooo. laura came round tho and cheered me up loads like she always does. but she had to go home and i had to start my essay. i cant do it. i just dont know what to write and the fact im writing about mental people doesnt actually fill me with joy. i am in a crazy state atm and i just want to paint! its wierd but im hoping stuff can work out. i also CAN NOT reference. i missed all my essay writing lessons in college cus it was on a friday morning and i was never there due to nights out in leeds on the thursday. so its my own fault but i need help now :(
i hope tmoro will be ok though. i hope i have it done or nearly done. i hope i see laura and i hope i feel better.
im gay, i might just play on fifa.
